I had a nightmare that was unusually vivid. I remember that the people involved in it were my friends, N, S. M and K. I had no idea why K was there but he was sitting on a couch (in someone’s living room) along with my other friends. Apparently, we were watching some television show and I felt M’s arm around my shoulder. I could feel that he put his arms there and it irritated the hell out of me. So I turned to him and said angrily that he should remove his hand. I then went on a diatribe of telling him that I was not and never will be interested in him in that way. He looked taken a back and I remember going into a different room and locking myself there. I then heard fighting like loud arguing voices and I assumed that it was S and M. It was my assumption that S was trying to tell M to give it up and something along the lines of, “just let her be”. In my mind, M was very angry. I told all of my suspicions when N came to check up on me to see if I were okay. She confirmed that there was arguing but M never really hit anything, which was what I assumed happened as well. I remember feeling horrible but not guilty because I knew that I was being honest to myself and that it wasn’t eating inside of me. I wished I knew what happened after but my alarm clock woke me up at 7.45am.
Does this speak of an underlying worry that I have?